ALEXA, play “Save Me” by Jelly Roll Just kidding, I don’t even have an ALEXA However, that song has been on repeat nonetheless and if you take the time to listen you’ll find that the song highlights the struggles that come from self destructive behaviors. I may not be drinking, smoking, or fornicating anymore however I have been feeling stuck and helpless lately. So much so, that It seems like an addiction in itself. Why am I talking about this? Sometimes, I feel so helpless as a modern Christian girl. Sometimes, I feel like this world can be a very hostile place especially when you try and keep values, standards, or even commandments. https://youtu.be/7_eXiEbx1e0?si=bQ42_lAC2VpYs2Yc I like to think of myself as Carrie Bradshaw but saved! I love fashion, shoes, my best friends and men lol And even though I’ve decided NOT TO HAVE SEX again until I’m married.. I feel like I’m pretty normal right? The desire may not there for sex however that doesn’t mean that I’m not a t...